Monthly Archives: July 2010

NOSE HOLE!

NOSE HOLE!

yah!

emotions soar

emotions soar

That’s why I am confused, excited but kind of put down because I don’t have a decision. Things can seem so clear and resolved at times, and a complete mess the very next minute.
I saw someone yesterday who reminded me of my feelings that I had tried to block out for a long time… I felt fine until I saw him, I was happy…and then it all switched moods and I was an emotional ride that I don’t think anybody would want to hop on- or understand.

-That’s my other problem: people don’t understand me, no one does. They think they do but then they realize that it’s all a bug spiderweb of confusion and fake understanding that they’ve given me.
(the ones who really DO understand me and see me for what I really am, are gone and gone.)
Together with myself, though I know someone is missing.